In the end, I miss you too

I'm writing down the words as they slip off your tounge
You make me sick, your 'innocent' guy, with 'honest' eyes
I don't lay in bed at night longing for you, I don't long for you
When you left, I was over you, I didn't obsess
You sucked the life out of me, I was happy to be back
I didn't cry, I layed down easy to finally rest
I was there for you, through and through
You put my head in the clouds, my first high,
without a puff of smoke, you put me there, I could fly
It's a shame they say, such a sweet girl
She based her best years on a deadly lie
I don't think those years in any normal context,
could ever be labeled the best
The extreme end of false advertisment, seeps through those words,
as if they had a leaky pipe
It's only when I think way back, through your lie
When I take a breath and two steps back, and stare into the sky
It's then I realize, what I don't want to realize
It's only then I miss you, I wonder if you look at the same sky,
thinking the same thing, about your first babe, and your only girl
This is a crazy place, and it's a big world
I just hope you're out there somewhere, looking at the sky, just you
I hope you're out there missin me too